Rehab.

2009-06-17T17:56:00.003+08:00

so, last night was AWESOME!

it was laidback, finished all my work by 12midnight.

this group of people were super nice to work with.

slacked, eat, talk, surf the net, talk somemore, answer call bells etc. haha.

no admissions at all, im so glad :)

i've got another 2 more nights! hopefully it will be just like last night.

confirmed going to KL this friday.

i havent start packing my bag and all.

i woke up just now at 5pm, knocked out from yesterday.

most probably coz i helped ma around the house before i went to work.

now, i've got to get ready for work!

chalos!

2009-06-14T23:37:00.004+08:00

hello all. its been awhile since yourstruly updated.

i've just been lazy, thats all. hahaha.

so, quick update about the past week.

dragged myself back to work last week.

worked kinda slow coz i've been away from the ward for awhile.
pulled through all 6 days of work and today was my off day.

so many things happened at work.

i shall not start, or not i wont stop! haha.

my wound is healing. it was abit swelling and itchy the past few days.

got to know that actually it was due to me eating seafood/belacan etc.

i didnt know that i couldnt eat those things! haha.

i thought it was all myth, but now i know its true!

so, i've tried to avoid all those food. still trying! haha.

stitches out yesterday. wound is healing, YAY!

i'll be going on a short trip to KL with my friends.

will be doing night shifts before that. muahaha.
lucky thing, its only 3 nights! :)

met the usuals yesterday at vivo after work.

had fun talking/gossiping/taking pictures etc.

they always make my day! :)

my mum's sick so my dad, brother and me had to do the housework today.

it was really fun, actually. we were laughing most of the time.

mum's getting her full rest. hopefully, she'll be better soon.

okay, got to go to bed now.

good night!

2009-06-07T13:24:00.002+08:00

sunday is here and today is my last day of MC.

tomorrow is back to work day. on morning shift tomorrow.

enough about work. my saturday was great.

spent it with my family. went for a heavy meal at seoul garden

and walked around town. again, went shopping.

and i burnt a hole in my pocket yet again.

blame it on the GSS. every year, i never fail to spend. hahaha.

i feel like doing a photoshoot soon. anybody interested?

holla me :)

2009-06-06T00:08:00.002+08:00

today, i am a happy woman!

finally, after so long and manymany months,

i got to meet up with my babygirls :)

YAY! i love you girls! keep rocking! mwah!

lazy to update. another day alright!

good night.

2009-06-03T12:05:00.002+08:00

had a minor operation yesterday.

alhamdulilah, it went well. the pain was unbearable though.

well, i was only on local anaesthesia so i could listen, see and feel slightly.

lying on the operating table, my heart was pounding so hard!

nervous, i tell you. the thought of somebody cutting you up is terrifying.

i guess the pain comes emotionally as well.

when the surgeon was cutting my lump, i could imagine her with a blade in

her hand and slicing it open. urgh. scary thought.

i could hear her asking for instruments.

i could see nurses moving around.

next time if i would have to do an operation again, i'd rather be

on general anaesthesia with all the side effects that come after.

hahaha. what an experience!

was admitted for a few hours in my own ward. there were no more

beds in B1. had the operation done, and soon after i could go

back home. farrah & sharon gave me a carebear! woohoooooo.

haha. thank you to all who showed concern. even though it was not

a major operation, thank you for everything!

i am on hospitalisation leave till sunday.

the wound still hurts slightly.

hopefully, it'll get better as days pass.

2009-06-01T23:57:00.003+08:00

spent the weekends in melaka with my family.

had a great time with them.

went shopping, visited a stamp museum (random!), ate a whole lot of food etc.

i love going on short trips. planning on a KL trip next.

work was hell today.

was so busy and i was taking care of 1 cubicle all alone,

without any junior. and it was a freaking MRSA cubicle.

thank god for my colleagues who helped me along the way.

without them, i think i will be reaching home a whole lot later than i did!

thank god i will not be there anymore this week.

one day is enough to test my patience/temper.

looking at the bright side, i am so done with today.

im happy that i managed to finish all my work,

with the help of my colleagues.

tomorrow will be another day and hopefully, it will be fine.

good night. have a great week, hopefully! :)

2009-05-25T23:14:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABYGIRL!

yet again, one of my girls turn a year older today.

my dear ayu, wishing you all the best in everything :)

must take care of yourself alright!

its been awhile since we met. and i've been missing you truckloads!

insyallah, we will meet one day, soon i hope.

happy birthday! :)

i will be on night starting tomorrow.

this time, i'll be doing 3 nights! at least, that is something to look forward to.

tomorrow, i will sit my butt on my igallop.

the machine has been there for ages. but nobody has been using it!

i will sit and gallop. HAHAHA.

hopefully! i will start exercising. start small first lah okay!

good night!

2009-05-23T23:28:00.002+08:00

ah, weekends are here once again.

had my off day yesterday and had to work morning shift today.

work was slack. i had 3 patients to take care of today and all were fine.

work was a lil bit draggy today. all of us waited for 3pm to come.

my left arm is a lil bit numb due to the flu vaccine that i took at work.

my whole body has been itchy. my mum says its mosquitoes. superduperitchy!!!

met my family after work at suntec.

walked around abit, then headed to simpang bedok for dinner.

ate till the stomach could not take it anymore and headed home.

dad offered for me to drive, but i was too full. muahaha. pemalas kan anis!

tomorrow planning to go out with the family again.

off day again tomorrow. course on monday then on 3 nights.

family is planning to go on a short trip to melaka next week.

im missing my girlfriends & circle of friends. haiz.

i hate it when im so caught up in work and i've got no time to meet them.

i miss you people! :(

2009-05-21T21:50:00.003+08:00

an update after a while, finally.

just got home from a family dinner.

been working since err.. monday?

tomorrow is off day! YAY! i like. haha.

alot of things happened for the past few days.

have been mostly angry for the past few days.

and today, to top it all of, i found out that

SOMEBODY STOLE MY FAVOURITE SLIPPERS!!!!!!!!

bloody hell. i dont usually mean what i say. but this time i do.

to the person who stole my favourite slippers:

i hope that whenever you wear MY FAVOURITE SLIPPERS,

you trip and fall. not once, but most of the time.

and if you are thinking of selling MY FAVOURITE SLIPPERS,

i hope nobody, i repeat, NOBODY will buy it from you. such a #$%@!!!!

i was super angry lah. like boiling mad. i still am!

one of my best girlfriends gave it to me as a birthday present :(

okay, i shall stop cursing. enough. it has already happened. haiz.

i shall spend my off day fruitfully, insyallah.

next post with pictures! i promise!

i want to bring baby canon out tomorrow :)

2009-05-17T13:34:00.003+08:00

my saturday did not turned out as planned.

i had mixed feelings along the way yesterday.

im still keeping it in me. waiting for the appropriate time to burst it all out.

im tired of everything. i've had enough.

goodbye.

2009-05-12T23:22:00.004+08:00

had a great weekend with the family. one of my cousins in jb got married.

went over to jb on saturday morning.

spent time over at my aunt's place for awhile,

went to a shopping centre nearby and walked around.

my mother and aunts were finding a gift for my grandma

for mother's day. finally found a nice gift for her.

headed back to a hotel where my family stayed for the night.

the next day, woke up early. went for breakfast.

then got ready for the wedding

we "borrowed" one of my long distance cousin's baby.

SO CUTE CAN! chubby cheeks, thighs and everywhere else! pictures below.

spent abit of time at the wedding.

in lieu of mother's day, my mum's siblings wrote a

special message for my grandma and it was read out in front of

everybody at the wedding. my grandma cried, everybody cried actually.

it was a pretty touching moment and i myself cried.

sentimental moment. really nice, somehow. huahua.

congratulations to my cousin & his wife :)

bought for my mum a gift for mother's day. it was her choice lah.

she was happy! so i was happy too for buying her the gift! hahaha.

thank you mama for being there always.

i cannot thank you enough :)

today, went out with colleagues.

went to vivo, stuffed ourselves with food. hahahaha. as usual.

we were catching up with one another, sharing stories here and there.

great day out! more outings to come okay! :)

okay, planning on a really really short getaway soon.

trying to get people to go with me. hahaha.

working pm shift tmr. i've got more pictures to update but lazy! next entry!

good night! :)

2009-05-09T01:01:00.002+08:00

one of my babygirl's birthday is today. happy 19th birthday qurra! :)

wishing you all the best okay in everything. happy happy selalu!

and i met my other babygirl just now! like finally, we met after months!

im excited. we will be having an outing soon! loads to catch up on.

oh, it was my sleeping day today.

got home, napped for awhile. mum woke up me at about 1pm and got ready.

we went for facial then walked around raffles city shopping centre.

mum drove me to causeway point and met up with some friends.

after that, had dinner and watched a movie with my favourite boy!

what a fruitful sleeping day! hahaha.

spending the weekends in jb for my cousin's wedding.

have a great weekend! :)

2009-05-07T17:34:00.007+08:00

tonight is my last night, finally!

the past 3 nights have been alright, alhamdulilah.

had breakfast for 2 days straight after work.

yesterday was breakfast with farrah at LJS.

and today, i had breakfast with some colleagues and we went back at 12pm!

hahaha. we were talking about every thing under the sun.

daripada kedai2 belum bukak, sampai dah bukak kedai2 semua! haha.

i had fun. talking/laughing/gossiping early in the morning.

we did not really keep track of the time. we realised that people are going to

work for afternoon shift when we left the place. muahaha.

had a nice dinner over at earle swensen's the day before our 3rd year.

too bad could not celebrate it on the day itself due to my night shift.

but nonetheless,we had a nice dinner and i recommend you people

to go try earle swensen's over at vivocity.

the food and ambience is very nice!

pictures will be uploaded soon. malas nak upload!

i seriously need a getaway soon.

sick of work and i wish i could just go somewhere and relax my mind, body and soul.

feeling kape aku ni. hahahaha.

currently, im making plans for tmr. sleeping day baby!

spending this weekends over at jb with the family.

one of my cousins there getting married.

updates soon! have a great weekend freaks! muahahaha.

2009-05-04T00:00:00.001+08:00

we turn three today! :)

i love you!

2009-05-02T23:24:00.002+08:00

the weekends are here.

i spent my saturday at work. bummer.

it wasnt so bad. only that i had to wear a mask all the time.

due to the swine flu. scary, now orange alert already.

spent my labour day yesterday with the family.

went to expo for the harvey norman megasale.

metro expo sale was on too. there were so many friggin' people!

did not get anything coz the queue was a killer. hahaha.

walked around abit then we had dinner at han's river.

i've always love family dinners. nice! :)

oh, and yesterday was my first time driving eversince i got my license!

it was scary, but like my dad says: "you need to experience then can

become a good driver." huahuahua.

my favourite boy is in KL for a short getaway.

i hope he is enjoying himself. i NEED a getaway.

i'll plan one soon. have been procrastinating. hahaha.

meeting him tomorrow! :) looking forward to that!

on morning shift tomorrow, so i better get going.

good night!

2009-04-29T00:16:00.003+08:00

i got through my 4 morning shifts, alhamdulilah.

i felt so tired when my 3rd morning shift was over.

i even could sleep while standing! haha.

today after work, went to a chalet organised by some of the ward sisters.

it was alright, had fun gathering with people from work.

first time i saw everybody having fun.

had a nice time with my ward staffs. catching up with each other.

one of my friends drove and there were 7 of us in the car.

we keep on laughing/gossiping/storytelling in the car. hahaha.

i want to go on a road trip! soon! hahaha.

i was really tired by the end of the day.

thank god for afternoon shift tmr! haha.

now, there is the swine flu going on.

we are taking real precautionary measures. gahh.

full protective gear now in the wards i heard.

well, when i left work, it wasnt implemented yet.

we'll see tomorrow. haha.

so people, do refrain yourself from visits to the hospitals unless

it is really important! and also, do remember to do handwashing!

hahahaha. must okay!

i am off to rest now. so tired!

good night!

2009-04-25T22:58:00.002+08:00

ahhhh. weekends are here, although to me it doesnt feel like a weekend.

yesterday was fruitful.

i finally finally passed my TP!

and now, i am proud to say that i am a qualified driver.

MUAHAHAHAHA! suke anis.

farrah came down to bbdc to accompany me!

thank you girlfriend! appreciate it many many! :)

spent 3 hours waiting to make my new license.

3 freaking hours. i shall not complain further. haha.

met my brother and causeway point and we went to see a movie.

we watched "Knowing". was a pretty awesome movie! 4/5 popcorns!

after that, headed home and went out for dinner with the family.

for today, i went to work.

it was alright. time passed by quite fast.

met ayang after work and we went to anchorpoint first.

we had no idea where to go. we were practically arguing on where to go.

decided on cck since i wanted to go to cotton on. haha.

walked around at anchorpoint first, shopped and walked around abit.

headed to cck and continued to shop there.

i shopped alot today! hahaha. bought alot of things.

omg, once in awhile lah okay. hahahaha.

had dinner at delifrance, a heavy meal i would add.

after that, chill for awhile and then we cabbed home.

thank you ayang for today. it was great.

its always great when we go out anyways :)

now im tired.

i still have work tomorrow morning.

till then, enjoy the remaining of the weekend!

2009-04-23T23:33:00.002+08:00

i am glad. tomorrow is off day! like finally.

seriously, i need to rest.

4 days at work and all busy days! ohmygoodness.

believe it or not, i will be working for another 6 days after tomorrow

then my day off. my next roster sucks big time.

and i hate it. hopefully, next 2 weeks will pass by fast.

we are all working very hard.

but i doubt that the management even sees it.

to them, everything we do is not enough.

appreciate us can?

tomorrow is a big day. hopefully, it will go well.

weekends are here! well, for me lah. haha.

need a whole lot of rest for tomorrow.

good night!

2009-04-22T20:53:00.005+08:00

it was a hot day last sunday when my favourite boy and me went to sentosa.

we went to bukit timah first to do some stuffs.

and we got lost in bukit timah. long story. haha.

after that, we went to sentosa. it was a really really hot day!

reached sentosa late around 4 plus.

found a good spot and enjoyed the beach.

brought baby canon along and got to snap a few nice pictures along the way :)

one of my favourites: the clouds!

more on facebook!

on monday, i was deployed to another ward. it was quite alright.

and i realised that their ward is not as busy as mine. omg.

yesterday and today was horrible. like really freaking horrible. nabey.

thank god for all the people who helped me out. if not, i think i wont be able

to make it home last night and coming back to work today.
i am really tired. i cannot wait for friday to come so i can rest.

i felt like crying on both days. it was that horrible. haiz.

looking at the brighter side of life, weekends are coming.

im working but on morning shift. something to look forward to!

have to do some work before i go to bed.

good night! updates soon.

2009-04-18T23:04:00.001+08:00

he-llo. my night shifts ended, and i am now enjoying my day offs.

this round of night was nice. relaxing and quiet and not busy!

i managed to go back home early on all 4 mornings! hahaha.

the company on this round of night was also kinda gerek.

it wasnt that bad at all. awesome!

i ended super early on friday.

since friday was my sleeping day, decided to meet ayang for breakfast

before he went to work. and the boy was 45 minutes late.

i nearly dozed off while waiting for him.

he finally arrived and we had macdees for breakfast.

he had to go to work so, i cabbed home and slept

throughout the day till around 5.

mum woke me up and i got ready.

went to my grandma's place & then headed to bedok corner for dinner.

dinner was nice with the whole family :)

as for today, went to one of my uncle's house in jb for a family gathering.

there was a whole lot of food. the company was great.

met up with my uncles, aunts, cousins, nieces, nephews which i havent

met in a while. everybody had fun! haha.

headed home at around 5plus.

i was too full until i fell asleep. standard ah anis. haha.

tomorrow will be a day out with ayang.

planning on sentosa. hopefully it wont rain!

goodnighteverybody! huahua.

2009-04-15T16:49:00.002+08:00

i just woke up from my nap.

i am on night, you see. thats why the irregular sleep timings.

i still have 2 more nights to go! friday come quick!

i cannot wait for night shifts to end, as always.

im off to eat now.

updates soon!

2009-04-11T23:39:00.002+08:00

remember the one day i went to take photos with gwen?

yeah, most of the pictures turned out bad. hahahaha.

but some were nice. well, to me lah.

anyways, hopefully i'll take nice pictures before i go to tioman in july.

i need practice. as they say, practice makes perfect! :)

had a nice saturday.

went to work in the morning, headed home &

met my favourite guy in the evening.

it was raining heavily and i was stuck at work for awhile.

working again tmr, hopefully they will call me

and tell me that i can have the day off. HOPEFULLY!

i know its a lil late to start reading the twilight series,

but who cares. the book is addictive and im only at my second one.

thanks to farrah nathassha. hahaha. finishing new moon soon.

i'll go to bed soon.

good night!

2009-04-10T23:51:00.002+08:00

on morning shift tmr. and i was on afternoon shift just now.

backtoback shift sucks. and im going out after work tomorrow.

tak tau penat kape aku nie. hahaha.

no more off until my night shift is over.

boring boring boring. i hate night shifts but the pay is good.

i've got alot of pictures to upload but my internet is kinda slow.

haha. next time lah okay. off to bed, gotta be up early.

good night!

2009-04-07T00:07:00.001+08:00

dad bought me this as a gift months ago.

i had it since my family got back from the USA.

i have not been playing with it because i have no idea how to put in games.

hahaha. in the end, my parents figured it out and now,

i can play it! hahaha. still meddling around with it though.

i am a happy girl. muahahaha.

i have got alot of gadgets. i dont think i'll be adding on.

maybe a new laptop would be nice. hehehe.

yesterday was tiring.

had work in the morning, driving after that and then went to meet gwen

to take pictures. we went back to school.

it was nice walking around in ngee ann, brings back alot of memories.

took some shots. i've got alot to learn about photography.

but i will! soon enough, hopefully.

yesterday marks the my 1st year in nursing!

i've been working for a year.

it might not be a big of a deal to you, but it is to me! muahahaha.

so, headed home at around 8+ and i was really tired.

one of the nicest sleep i had last night. haha.

today, headed out with mum.

i went for a spa treat. had a nice massage & a nice body scrub :)

walked around abit with mum then went to meet sallihin at bishan.

had dinner & a catch up session with him, as per always.

i am now tired and will have to go to bed soon because

i've got work tmr. haiz.

i've got no more off till next weekend.

well, this is life. gahh.

nights.

2009-04-05T23:35:00.003+08:00

i am feeling slightly traumatised.

my patient fell in the toilet and i feel damn bad for it.

it was an avoidable situation. shit, this really taught me a lesson. haiz.

had to write up a report of the incident and i got a good scolding from my boss.

i deserved it, i cannot deny that.

hopefully, the patient will be fine.

i am really praying and counting on that.

look at how fat i am. getting fatter right?

tomorrow, i want to run.

i really really really do. hopefully i will! hahaha.

well, gtg to bed now. i hope that things will be alright tmr.

hopefully, i wont get screwed.

good night.

2009-04-03T19:17:00.002+08:00

so tired can.

backtoback shift sucks.

and i was so bloody damn angry at work just now.

and i swear if it happens again, im going to shout & swear at you,

not caring about other people around us.

do not provoke me. do not do it again.

if you were in my shoes, then you'll know how it feels.

it may be a small lil thing, but the hell.

you're a senior, so act like one.

this is not the first time.

so much for being a senior.

2009-04-01T23:18:00.002+08:00

it was back to work today.

it was actually not bad afterall.

thank god my patients were okay today.

i am not going to blog about work because i do that everyday.

i am indeed a very boring person who always blogs about work :(

so today, i shall blog about what i miss.

i miss my girlfriends. i miss my usual kakis.

and i miss hanging out with them!

it has been about more than a month of not meeting them.

haiz. its either im working or im not free :(

i am sad, because i miss them a whole lot.

insyallah, i'll meet them one day.

and i swear when i do, i'll give them all a very very big hug!

it has been awhile since i brought my baby canon out to play.

gahh. yes, i am not that good in photography.

but i am interested to learn and take beautiful pictures.

just that, i havent had the time to do so.

goodness, i guess work has really taken up most of my time.

by the time i get home, i'll be too tired to do anything.

and i will just sit at home and slack.

nabey, must get my ass out soon! haha.

for now, i am carefully planning out my schedule for the next 2 weeks.

one thing is for sure, i got a date with sallihin to sentosa this saturday!

YAY! cannot wait!

i am done ranting! hahahaha.

good night all. sleep tight, dont let the bedbugs bite!

2009-03-31T18:16:00.004+08:00

time flies when off days are here.

its nearly the end of my 2 off days. and i feel like i've not enjoyed much of it.

my last night was alright.

it became horrible when i started to admit patients.

left the ward quite late and reached home only around 11am.

i took the bus and dozed off. hahaha.

slept for a few hours and woke up to go out with mum.

accompanied her to send stuffs to my aunties.

went to northpoint after that to have dinner.

it was really nice going out with her.

its been awhile since we did and we catched up on things.

i slept at nearly 4am last night watching gossip girl & grey's anatomy.

woke up today at 11am and mum asked me out for lunch.

went to northpoint delifrance to have lunch and walked around abit.

she wanted to get a phone but is still undecided on which model.

after that, we went to the market, picked aqil up from school

and we headed home.

meeting sallihin later at night.

goodbye!

2009-03-29T16:22:00.002+08:00

goodness, its raining cats & dogs outside.

i was awaken by the thunder.

such a nice weather to sleep in till late. but too bad, i've got work :(

last night was the best! finished all my work by 12am.

cleaned up the ward abit, talk cock with colleagues, eat and eat,

talk to my favourite guy on the phone, facebook-ing, went online, etc.

hahahaha. wouldnt it be great if all night shifts were like this! haha.

celebrated earth hour in the ward last night.

the whole ward was pitch black. we were allowed to on only a few small lights.

the whole hospital had to do it. haha.

so anyways, tonight is my LAST NIGHT ALREADY! omg, so happy!!

cannot wait for tomorrow to come!

byebye!!

2009-03-28T16:52:00.002+08:00

its a saturday and im on night shift!

nabey. i had to miss popcorn and my friend's wedding today :(

so far, this round of night is a-okay.

i left early this morning. had my short nap in the mrt.

and guess what, when i woke up, i was in sembawang.

groaned and dragged myself out of the train. haha.

2 more nights to go.

i seriously cannot wait for monday to come.

mustthinkpositive.mustthinkpositive.

have a good saturday people!

2009-03-26T16:47:00.002+08:00

popcorn playa ladies edition this coming saturday.

i've got to give this a miss because i am on night.

request off pun takde gunenye. tetap kene keje malam jugak. haiz.

tonight will be my 1st night -__-"

last month and this month, i've been having alot of night shifts!

thank god, next roster no night shifts. YAY :) at last!

hopefully, it'll be peaceful. huahua. HOPEFULLY!

i miss my girls :(

i feel like i've been deprived of my social life. hahahaha.

okay, shall make the effort to meet up with the girlfriends!

its raining heavily here over in admiralty.

what a nice weather to sleep in!

have a happy rainy thursday! muahaha.

2009-03-23T00:35:00.004+08:00

okay, since i got a bit of time before i turn in,
i'll update on the sentosa trip the other day with farrah.

we reached harbourfront around noon.
the weather was not really perfect for a tanning session.
it was raining! so, we walked around vivo to get munchies!
when we reached sentosa, it was drizzling already.
waited for the rain to really stop.
finally, it stopped and we got to the beach.
the sun wasnt that nice for a tan, but we did tan anyways. muahaha.
i had fun. and i made it a point to go to sentosa once a month from now onwards!

2009-03-21T21:01:00.002+08:00

at home on a saturday evening.

plans cancelled due to the heavy rain.

watched tv all day long, until i fell asleep on my couch.

hungry but i've got no appetite to eat.

strange, no?

emotions running all over the place.

i am one sensitive lady. aisey.

2009-03-20T23:07:00.003+08:00

goodness, i am getting fatter & rounder.

i've got to control my eating habits.

seram sia tengok perut aku. hahaha.

went to sentosa earlier today, at last.

pictures will be up soon.

just a short update coz there is work tomorrow.

good night.

i miss sallihin!

2009-03-20T04:50:00.003+08:00

life is unpredictable.

people change over time.
its best to talk things out rather than to keep to yourself.
remember my friend, i'll be here for you whenever you need me.
text/ring me. im just a phone call away.
i hope you feel better after talking to us.
we love and care for you :)
do not worry too much.

everything will be alright, insyallah.

with whatever that my friend has told me, it got me thinking.

thank you ayang for being there for me.

indeed, you are one of a kind.

and i get to keep you to myself. (im selfish, i know)

i love you the way you are.

and no matter what, i'll always be here for you.

i might not be perfect, but i will try.

try to be a better girlfriend. try to be there for you always.

insyallah.

2009-03-19T14:20:00.004+08:00

work was alright yesterday, massive discharges again.

met farrah after work.

headed to chinatown to collect our cheque from asiaeuro.

after that, went to town and walked around a lil bit.

farrah got her watch fixed, i collected my voucher from amore.

walked around some more.

had dinner at ayam penyet ria.

talked about everything under the sun.

it is always nice catching up with her. muahaha.

2 off days, today and tomorrow.

im feeling so very tired.

heading out later for facial.

might be meeting lil miss farrah again.

till then, adios!

2009-03-16T22:34:00.002+08:00

my sunday was alright.

one of my bestest girlfriends got engaged.

it was a pretty affair.

we bought for her cupcakes in orange & white.

orange was her favourite colour lah. haha.

and she looked pretty!

more pictures will be uploaded when i get it from her. muahaha.

congratulations to farrah & razif :)

goodness, among the four of us, i am the only single one left!

lya is already married, farrah & noredah already engaged.

aiseyman. haha. everybody is growing!

and above is lya & her first child.

he is so cute can. the cheeks and the whole body so berisi. haha.

lets bring him out one day okay lya! muahaha.

after that, we all went our separate ways.

sallihin & i went to have a feast over at sakura orchard.

initially, he wanted to bring me all the way to pasir ris

to eat at the sakura outlet there.

but i gatal, wanted to try sakura @ orchard.

conclusion: i didnt like the outlet there. hahaha.

nevertheless, we had a nice meal and a nice time catching up.

no proper pictures because we were too lazy and

we were concentrating on the food. muahahaha.

sallihin concentrating on peeling the prawn's shell. muahaha.

this week's roster is quite alright.

sad to say, i'll be doing night again next weekend.

freakfreakfreakfreakfreakfreakfreakfreakfreakfreakfreakfreak!!!!

hahaha. heading to sentosa this thursday!

finally, going for some tanning.

updates soon!

2009-03-14T12:04:00.003+08:00

finally, night shifts are OVER!

by far, this was the worst night shift ever!

goodness, so many complicated cases and all.

on my last night, i had to transfer a case out to surgical icu.

after that, things went smoothly till morning.

weekends are here! i am so going to enjoy my off days.

haha. excited semacam.

well, i deserved it. cheers to the weekends!

2009-03-11T17:52:00.003+08:00

this round of night can go suck balls.

so busy because i've got alot of complicated cases.

have been going home late for the past 2 days.

i still got another 2 more nights to go.

so tired physically and mentally.

at a point of time last night, i wanted to breakdown.

the pressure was too much for me to handle.

hopefully this next 2 nights will be better.

please be! thinking positively!

updates soon.

2009-03-08T13:37:00.001+08:00

im on leave today.

was thinking whether i should take it or go to work.

realised that if i dont, i'll have to work till next weekend.

total is dropping, now its 15. hoping that my night next week will be the same!

please please please please!

its a sunday.

and i have no plans whatsoever.

cleaned up the house already, ironed uniforms, washed clothes.

what am i suppose to do now?

2009-03-08T00:27:00.002+08:00

it was a peaceful saturday in the ward today.

total was 18. finished work way before 3pm.

went to visit yayat at sgh after work.

he is doing pretty alright, alhamdulilah.

hopefully he recovers soon enough.

walked around chinatown with sallihin after.

sat and talked for the longest time.

talked about nearly everything under the sun. muahaha.

alot of stories to share.

since he started work, both of us do not have time to meet on weekdays.

weekends is the only time that we can spend together.

chaz, sorry we did not come and see your performance.

hope you had a good time performing just now :)

things cannot always go your way.

please, i've been trying here.

im getting sick of it. everytime, it is the same issue over and over.

haiz. when will you start trusting me?

im a big girl now. please, at least have some faith in me.

2009-03-04T00:04:00.004+08:00

my tuesday was alright.

woke up quite early due to contractors fixing the aircon at home.

dragged myself up, had bread & tv for breakfast.

after they were done, helped mum cleaned up abit.

showered and headed out.

went to a mobile phone survey over at queenstown.

it was a paid thing, so it was worth my whole 1 and a half hours!

hahaha. went to town after and walked around to kill time.

my favourite guy finished work at only 7pm.

met him over at toa payoh. had swensens for dinner.

caught up on things since it has been quite a while since we last met.

i've always enjoyed our time together, even though how short it is :)

cabbed home coz both of us were too full. hahaha.

we turn 34 months today! :)

off days over :(

back to work tomorrow.

working for a whole of 9 days before a well deserve 3 days off!

good night!

2009-03-03T02:36:00.002+08:00

its 230am in the morning.

just finished my night shifts a day before.

body clock all wrong, thats why im still up.

first & last night was horrible.

so damn busy and no time to pee/eat/drink.

at the end of the shift, i was glad it was all over!

the ward has been crazy these few days.

planning to go for a well-deserved shopping spree later,

and also meeting the favourite guy later on.

got to go get some sleep now!

more updates later :)

good night!

2009-02-25T23:54:00.000+08:00

2 days off over! boohoo.

anyways, my 2 days were spent fruitfully.

tuesday was spent at home and dinner at sakura with the family.

dad got a shore job, and we were out for a little celebration.

yay! congratulations papa :)

today was spent with my favourite guy.

wanted to go to botanic gardens but the weather was not so good.

changed plans and went for a movie.

after that, went to vivo to have a look at the national geographic store.

walked around and had a nice chat with my favourite guy.

oh, we saw a pretty rainbow! must be due to the heavy downpour.

we could see the colours so clearly.

suke nye aku! hahaha.

sadly, no pictures taken :(

will be on night starting tmr till sunday. so lazy can? haiz.

good night!

2009-02-22T23:48:00.000+08:00

hui teng & i wanted to go on a diet since last friday.

but that obviously didnt happen. hahaha.

we both wanted to skip lunch and go for a late lunch after work today.

but both of us had lunch and had another lunch after work.

after that, both of us felt so guilty (for awhile only!)

i've always love eating out wth hui teng.

we will eat & talk alot. heart to heart talk! hahaha.

we decided to go for a very short trip to bangkok to fulfill

our shopping desires. haha. date not set yet.

but we are hoping to go somewhere in april :)

since it was raining heavily, we decided to cab back home.

the taxi driver was a bastard. took us one whole round from ikea

to bukit panjang. he could have went through farrer road.

but he went all the way to jurong then bukit batok then bukit panjang.

decided to drop off at hui teng's place and then bus home.

total cost: $14. it could have cost us half the price if he took the other route!

nabey, cheat our feelings! haha.

reached home safe & sound.

showered and rest.

i dozed off while watching shark tale.

i guess i am really tired. off to get more sleep now!

pm shift tmr, then 2 days off! i cannot wait.

good night!

2009-02-20T23:57:00.005+08:00

i havent been gone.

i've just been busy with work.

and my schedule sucks, totally.

i've not been enjoying my saturdays.

3 weeks in a row already! was on night for the 1st saturday,

afternoon last saturday, and afternoon again tomorrow. haiz.

and next week, i'll be on night again. nabey.

1 month of not meeting the usual saturday people!

i miss my girls.

i miss my usual suspects.

i miss da fam.

boohoo. what luck.

meet up soon people! you're missed! :)

2009-02-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

finally, the long awaited off day arrived.

well, i spent the whole day at home today.

figured i spend time with my family today at home.

i have been going out and working till late.

didnt really have a chance to talk to them and all.

that day i went over to bbdc to update my pdl.

i waited a whole 45 minutes and when i went over to the counter,

it took less than a minute to update!

omg. i was so pissed can. haha. i could have spent that 45 mins sleeping.

gahhhh. somehow, i hate going to bbdc.

too many people everywhere.

thanks to ayang, i learnt how to upgrade my ipod touch.

so i did just that and now, i have a whole lot of new games!

thank you ayang! you're the best.

work again tomorrow. working till monday, then 2 days off.

weeeeeee. i want to go sunbathing on one of my off days.

good night!

2009-02-19T02:36:00.004+08:00

this is a special entry by the favourite guy
~~a.k.a. the sexiest man alive~~
who just did the background image.

Now.. i wonder how long will you notice that other thing..

2009-02-17T00:17:00.003+08:00

im still awake! and i've got work tomorrow morning.

crap. so deadbeat can?

today was quite alright although i had a busy start.

my patient started to get breathless and i was busy

with her until around 6pm.

thank god my colleagues were helping me settle all the other patients.

2 more days to a well deserved off day.

i cannot wait!

2009-02-16T00:45:00.002+08:00

its nearly 1am and im still up.

im deadbeat, shagged, tired.. well, you name it. haha.

dad fetched me to work in the morning.

managed to pull through the morning. does not feel like a sunday at all.

most of the people at work down with a sore throat.

including me. maybe its the weather.

so, met ayang after work.

catch up on things, went to the library to borrow some books.

met a few friends, catch up on things summore.

talk talk, gossip gossip, chat chat till late.

still got work for another 3 more days.

my eyebags are getting darker! omg.

definitely need more sleep and a whole ot of rest.

good night!

2009-02-14T00:36:00.003+08:00

today was hell.

there were 2 admissions, 1 transfer out, 1 came back from operating theatre,

1 came back from SGH, 1 late discharge.

omg, it was crazy & chaotic. really, really.

i have not even touched my report yet at 2030hrs.

thank god i had great juniors who helped me along the way.

finished everything and left the ward at nearly 2300hrs.

first time ever i left the ward so late lahhhhh.

so shagged. and really, today was the one of the bad days at work.

maybe because its friday the 13th? hahaha. nahh.

thank god tomorrow afternoon shift.

really hoping that tomorrow won't be as bad!

working for another 6 days till my next off day.

happy valentine's day to all :)

♥ ♥ ♥

2009-02-12T20:30:00.001+08:00

i am happy coz i have superduper great friends

who support me everytime and always give me encouragement!

they will always always rock my world upside down front back!

love you all deep deep! mwah!

2009-02-12T14:59:00.002+08:00

meetup with girlfriends last tuesday was short & sweet.

i was down with flu, so pardon me for my face in the pictures.

im still down with flu, but recovering now.

failed my TP again, 3rd time already.

having 2nd thoughts of retaking and i just want to forget about my license.

but my friends encouraged me to continue and try again.

practice makes perfect ey? well, insyallah. next time i will pass.

work starts again tomorrow!

after this, no more slacking and no more many off days.

haha. will update with more pictures once i get it from farrah!
have a great week! :)

2009-02-09T23:19:00.002+08:00

today i had the nicest time ever with my favourite guy.

we catched up on things.

camwhored.

watch a movie.

sat and talk somemore.

thank you for everything.

i love you!

2009-02-09T11:47:00.003+08:00

total is low, so the ward called and im on leave today!

wah, one of the longest weekend ever.

had my 3 days off, today off, tomorrow course,

wednesday & thursday off again!

im very very lucky.

this kinda roster comes once in a blue moon. haha.

getting ready to head out to meet my favourite man! :)

2009-02-08T20:06:00.002+08:00

im addicted to snapple. thanks ah wan faris. hahaha.

we bought a bottle each at far east just now.

and i bought one before i headed home.

its very niceeeee. i like!

so anyway, my sunday went well.

drag myself up in the morning and went for driving.

after that, met wan faris and went to true fitness.

after a long long long long long long long long time, i exercised.

im so proud of myself can! hahaha.

after that, wan went to met ayu and i headed home.

i slept all the way on my way back.

woke up, felt fresh and got icecreeeeammmmmm!

takde gunanye exercise. haha.

its back to work tomorrow :(

i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.

im feeling very semangat.

i want to go for a short jog tomorrow morning before i go to work!

hahaha. lets see whether that happens tomorrow.

now, i want to slack and enjoy the last few hours of my day off! :)

2009-02-07T12:30:00.003+08:00

believe it or not, im heading to the gym later.

sarah recommended me to true fitness and i got a free 14-day pass.

if its good enough, maybe i'll sign up with them.

or.. maybe not. hahahaha.

after that i've got driving practical till late.

gahh. i miss my usual saturday kakis.

2009-02-06T23:44:00.002+08:00

thank god, my night is finally over.

i've been anticipating for today to come and it did! hahaha.

this round of night was peaceful, alhamdulilah.

1st night was rushing coz i was doing my paperwork

after i pass report to the morning girls.

and i couldnt find all the casenotes because doctors were doing rounds.

so, i've decided to do everything before morning.

and the 3 days after that was alright.

since it was our last night, my friend & i decided to go for breakfast.

we took the bus to bukit timah. slept through the journey and missed our stop!

haha. had thosai & prata at al-azhar. ate really2 slowly coz both of us

were too damn sleepy. cabbed home and reached home around 1130am.

slept till 5pm and realised i was late for driving lesson.

gahh.

went for driving, it rained so heavily i couldnt see the roads clearly.

met ayang & a few friends after that.

catched up on things then headed home.

now, i want to watch movies and slack.

2 more off days! omg, i so deserve it! hahaha.

good night!

2009-02-06T03:53:00.001+08:00

4 hours more till my shift ends!

4 hours more till the end of this round of night!

I CANNOT WAIT! weeeeeeee.

okay, got to go sponge patients now.

goodbye!

2009-02-04T17:01:00.004+08:00

omg, im so effing sleepy!

2 more nights to go.

thank god, my last 2 nights were manageable.

got to bed quite late this morning.

went for breakfast with my best colleagues first before heading home.

im so lucky im on night with one of my best girlfriend.

okay, i really cannot wait to get my night shift over and done with!

im so looking forward to the weekends! :)

happy 33rd monthsary ayang!

2009-02-02T15:19:00.002+08:00

on 4 nights starting tonight.

draggggg. im super super lazy.

omg, i've got to stop being lazy! haha.

please let my nights be peaceful. please please please.

insyallah! :)

2009-02-01T22:21:00.005+08:00

some facts you didnt know about me.
written by my closest colleague at work, gwen.
read away people! hahaha.

1) She always tidies up our locker and makes me feel guilty about the mess I make!
2) She has been asking me when is the next time I'm going for a run since 2008!
3) It's 2009 now and she has asked me about the above twice!
4) She wants to learn how to swim(about the same outcome as 2 and 3)
5) She has soooooo many clothes but she almost always wear the same thing and complains about not having enough clothes!
6) She's the first friend I know that has set up a stall at a flea market.
7) She's the only person I know who actually told me she feels like coming back to work while having two weeks of annual leave and then come back from it feeling too lazy to work.
8) She can attend a malay wedding, eat a lot, and then ask what's for dinner.
9) She's the only one whose uniform has gone through all 3 stages in a year: fitting, too tight, quite loose.
10) She attended only 4 driving lessons since her previous test and her retest is in two weeks time.
11) I never fail to catch her doing something she's not supposed to be doing even though it was done four hours before!
12) She owns a DSLR and hasn't let me try on it yet!
13) She had a choice to join her family for a two week trip to USA but chose to stay in Singapore feeling bored.
14) She is great in planning to travel during her annual leave but it almost always never turn out right.
15) She booked a trip to Thailand for her annual leave, paid in full, and ended up staying in Singapore due to riots in Thailand.
16) She actually walked the henderson waves thing! Amazing!1
7) She wants to particpate in this year's marathon but hasn't started her training yet.
18) She made my days as a prcp student bearable cos she's filled with rasndomness and we have the same preceptor.
19) She actually brought beef lungs for me to eat for fun!
20) She slept 80% of the time during induction programme and never got caught! Even when she's sitting right in front!
21) She can answer questions correctly and loudly during a meeting when posted by Mdm Chua correctly even when she's asleep!
22) She falls asleep very very easily.
23) She jiggles perfectly when excited!
24) She thinks alendronate is the name of a fish and nifedipine LA stands for local anaesthesia!
25) She's the best prcp+locker+jiggly+nonsensical friend/colleage I can ever have!

i bet you did not know most of them right?

2009-01-31T07:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 23rd ANNIVERSARY!

alhamdulilah :)

i love you both a whole lot.
thank you for everything!
:)

2009-01-28T22:56:00.006+08:00

we decided to go to hortpark to explore.

and later did we know that it was called southern ridges.

so, we followed the trail.

it was a long long long long walk until we reached the top.

then we walked summore to reach henderson waves.

and we walked summore and reached mount faber.

took alot of pictures on the way. wanted to take a cable car back to harbourfront.

but we changed out minds and walked instead.

i felt like i've lost at least a kg by walking that far. HAHAHA.

i would want to go back there again :)

we ended up in harbourfront/vivocity.

had ramen ten for dinner, ben &jerry's for dessert.

thank you ayang for the nice day!

2009-01-26T23:07:00.001+08:00

look at my fat cheeks.

i think my appetite has grown once again.

and im gaining a hell lot of weight!

help me! :(

2009-01-25T00:11:00.007+08:00

i was stunned when i saw that the ward was half-empty.

this is what happened when its festive season.

im loving it. i dont mind working with the ward like that. haha.

after work, i had no plans at all.

knowing it was a saturday, my mind was all set to head out.

i was contemplating whether or not i should go to sentosa,

as there was fatal's birthday celebration.

after long thoughts, i decided to go.

so, headed home and changed.

by the time i reached sentosa was already 7plus in the evening.

but, sentosa was still full of lights and excitement. haha.

it was super relaxing sitting by the beach and feel the wind in my hair.

as usual, camwhored and we played with the lights.

everybody got excited and we came up with nonsense yet nice designs. haha.

all in all, i enjoyed today even though the hours were short.

ayu & i decided to go back to sentosa again sometime next week.

for a tanning session! woohoo.

apparently, sallihin is in love with his new hair.
i was not into it at first. but after a few days, i find it okay.
hahahaha. it looks okay right? hahaha.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FATAL! :)

good night!

2009-01-23T01:53:00.004+08:00

yes, im still up watching grey's anatomy.

not working for 2 days since yesterday.

work has been fine.

only that its tiring and i drag myself to work most days.

prolly due to the travelling time to and from work.

i've started reading again.

and im going back to the library soon to read more.

i've met up with friends.

and had a splendid time with them all.

we've made up.

although i know we still have lots of things to catch up on.

i feel lethargic although i had more than enough sleep.

im lazy, and i swear i need to kick that bad habit.

i eat alot, even though im full most of the time.

good night.

2009-01-21T01:00:00.001+08:00

updates soon, i promise.

2009-01-12T23:34:00.003+08:00

my dear friend, lya, gave birth on the 4th of jan to a baby boy

weighing 4.3kg. tembam mcm nak mampos. geram aku!

look at those cheeks. so adorable can.

even his big brother is so big now.

i want to bring this 2 boys out soon okay lya? haha.

tunggu kau lepas hari dulu.

2 of my colleagues just gave birth also.

looks like january is the baby month. haha.

im on course tmr and wed. thurs off then on weekends night.

chinese new year coming soon. patients dont come okay? thanks! hahaha.

2009-01-11T01:35:00.008+08:00

having my 3 days off since friday.

spent my saturday out with family & friends.

had lunch with family @ eatzi steakhouse & bistro.

what can i say, they serve the nicest steak around.

after that, headed to esplanade.

dafam had a meeting. and finally, i met the usual kakis after so long.

khai, kae & me went all the way to marina square to get paddlepop.

we all had beef prosperity for dinner.

camwhored, as usual.
talk talk gossip gossip chat chat.

that was my saturday.

how was yours?

2009-01-09T01:20:00.002+08:00

after 7 days of working, finally my off days are here.

im so elated. 3 days off comes once in a blue moon :)

i've been emotional this past few days.

im still trying to pull myself together.

i miss my ayang, girlfriends and usual suspects.

good night all.

2009-01-08T00:21:00.001+08:00

what a start to 2009.

it sucks so far.

period.

2009-01-06T00:44:00.005+08:00

i've been okay, alhamdulilah.

managed to cool myself down last night and now im okay.

i just need to talk things out. insyallah, soon.

spent my saturday with colleagues.

went to an ex-colleague's wedding then headed out from there.

after so many months, we 3 finally headed out together.

went to haji lane to walk2 see2 as we had no idea where to go.

then after that, we all decided on suntec and we walked all the way there.

had swensen's for dinner and we ordered earthquake! haha.

we talked like most of the time. and we all could carry on talking and talking.

i had a whole lot of fun catching up with you girls :)

since PRCP till now, you girls are the best!

working all the way till the weekends.
cannot wait for my off days! updates soon.
good night!

2009-01-03T22:44:00.002+08:00

emotionally drained.

why must everything i do be wrong?

20 and still, i feel like you dont trust me.

haiz. thanks. what a start to a brand new year.

2008-12-31T18:38:00.001+08:00

finally after a long 3 days of work,

tomorrow is my friggin' off day.

new year's eve today and we nurses dont even have a half day! tha hell!

countdown countdown countdown!

HAPPY NEW YEAR, READERS!

2008-12-29T23:37:00.004+08:00

a few more days until 2008 comes to an end.

let us recap on what happened in 2008.

in 2008, i graduated from ngee ann health sciences and joined
alexandra hospital to become a full time nurse.
to date, it has already been 8 months plus. i realised that working life is not
that easy as alot of time & effort needs to be put in.

in 2008, i've made new friends and got closer to alot of people.
thank you to all for making my life fun & exciting! hahaha.
especially to the usual suspects. you know who you are. haha.
lets hope that in 2009 we will be much more closer & have more adventures!

in 2008, i learnt how to be independant when my family left for states
and left me here in sg for 2months plus.
its hard at first but i got used to it after a few weeks.
im glad that they are back now :)

in 2008, i learnt that i should not take anybody for granted
and believed in karma.
thank god i have muhammad putra nursallihin.
we've pulled through the year. i love you.
thank you for all the times we had together.
i appreciate it and will always love you.

my resolutions for 2009:
- to pass my driving license! i failed after 2 attempts.
- to be a responsible adult! cheydibah. haha.
- to enjoy life to the fullest and save a whole lot of money!

in 2008, i almost became a millionaire
almost quit smoking, almost became a supermodel
i lost a lot of weight - only to put it back on
almost became a spokesperson on melamine-tainted milk

in 2008, i became my own employee
and then, i became my dad's employee
and then, i became unemployed
it's called "millionaire in the making"

in 2008, i surprised her with presents on her birthday
gave her flowers for the first time, awkward
decided that i can't get married within 5 years time

in 2008, i held the bars real tight at sentosa's skyride
thinking that i'm happy to spend my last few seconds with her, really
for sticking with me through thick and thin (pun intended)
and for telling me that she loves me
everyday - without fail
i love you more!

my resolutions for 2009:
-_- "

in 2008, we have been through alot of ups and downs.
but we've managed to pull through the year and still stay together!
i love you and i always will.
2009 will be our year, insyallah.
we had 1 resolution that we want to do together. and that is
to run a marathon together! lets hope we can achieve that :)
edit: to run a FULL marathon together.

good night!

2008-12-27T19:38:00.002+08:00

some overdued pictures from Alexandra Hospital's dinner and dance.

hahaha. months ago i know. i forgot to blog about it lahh.
so, i was snow white for the day. fat snow white. hahaha. wth.

finally tomorrow is my off day! YAY :)

am i glad or what.

work has been draggy & tiring.

i slept in the bus just now and sumpah, aku rase buruk gile.

okay, off to watching my new dvds bought in batam!

2008-12-26T22:10:00.003+08:00

yes! they are back. only my mum and brother that is.

my dad is coming home in february, most probably.

anyway, ended work early and went to picked them up.

i was so tired that i slept in the mrt. i woke up just nice at tanah merah.

or not i might have overshot to pasir ris. haha.

their flight touched down at around 530pm or so.

last minute i found out their flight was delayed.

reached there kinda early and walked around terminal 3.

it was my first time there so jakun abit lah.

finally 530pm came and there they were.

god, i was so happy when i got to see them.

bad news was, their luggage did not arrive.

so, mum made a report and insyallah, their luggage will be found.

went for dinner and headed home.

they were jet lagged and i am just too tired from work.

camwhored with aqil after so long!

im glad they're back :D

2008-12-24T23:59:00.003+08:00

i did not realise that i've got so many clothes.

i just finish arranging my clothes and omg, -speechless-.

i always wear the same piece out.

or i always complain of not having enough.

or i keep on buying.

okay enough. im not going to buy anymore!

hahaha.

happy birthday afiq!

and

wishing everyone a merry christmas! :)

2008-12-23T23:42:00.002+08:00

just got back from batam about 2 hours ago.

it was a great trip with great people!

i managed to stay awake due to post night shift.

not sleeping for nearly 24 hours was crazy but i still enjoyed the trip.

proper update soon with pictures :)

for now, i've got to go to bed coz there is work tomorrow! haiz.

good night.

2008-12-21T16:54:00.002+08:00

last night was alright.

we ordered macdonalds in the middle of the night to satisfy

our hunger. haha.

we even got to take a nap after the heavy meal.

time was kinda slow and draggy last night.

one more night to go!

and after my night, i'll be going on a short trip to batam! :)

have a great week!

2008-12-20T15:19:00.002+08:00

1st night was alright. not so ~~busy~~ bad at all.

i finished all my work by 7am and left the ward at 750am.

first time leave so early from night shift.

no hassles for the first time.

i've got 2 more nights to go.

looking forward to the end of this round of night.

heading to batam on monday! WOOHOOOOOO!

protege is today. too bad i cannot be there.

good luck to all contestants :)

someone, please keep me updated on who won tonight. thank you! hahaha.

goodbye!

2008-12-19T12:27:00.011+08:00

changed the skin due to some technical error pointed out by people.

this skin is temporary. when i've got the time, i'll put up a new one.

i just came back from my brother's new secondary school.

it was alright. found my way there just fine.

the thing that pissed me off was there were no friggin' cabs.

when i need a cab, there will always be no cabs.

when i do not need one, there will be so many in sight!

it took me about 20-30 minutes to finally get a cab. GRRR!

so anyways, ayang bought me a rose last wednesday.

i know that he is a non-believer of flowers.

i was shocked when he handed me a rose. so, this is a first.

thank you sallihin :)

work has been fine. my new roster kinda sucks but i'll work with it.

im going to batam next monday and tuesday! excited!

hahaha. working weekends night. 1st night tonight. hopefully, it'll be fine.

protege is tomorrow. wishing all fellow contestants good luck.

i cannot be there but i'll support you people emotionally! haha.

WFM is one of the contestants and

wan faris asked me to put up this video to promote.

hahaha. view and vote for them tomorrow!

till my next post.

have a good weekend ya'll!

2008-12-14T23:36:00.000+08:00

1st day back at work was not so bad.

i was surprised coz when i entered the ward,

everybody greeted me and said they miss me!

hahahahaha. mane nye besar je aku ni.

so, time passed quite fast. work went really well.

the train ride home was surprisingly empty.

maybe its a sunday. and the weather is so damn nice to stay home and sleep!

popcorn playa 3 went well, alhamdulilah.

im glad it did because ayang was so stressed up about it.

i was worried looking at his situation.

a whole lot of pictures taken.

will upload soon and email to ya'll.

please tag my tagboard lah okay people.

so empty! hahahaha.

heading to bed soon. weather is so shiok to sleep in!

good night!

2008-12-14T02:43:00.000+08:00

END OF ANNUAL LEAVE

my leave has already ended :(

to work in another few more hours. haiyah!

2008-12-12T02:27:00.003+08:00

15th day of annual leave

im FINALLY done ironing the load of clothes!!

omg. it took me 3 days to finish ironing.

hahaha. im so happy! okay lame.

going for a well deserved massage later.

come down for popcorn playa tomorrow if you're free! :)

good night world!

2008-12-10T15:27:00.002+08:00

13th day of annual leave

i realised one thing when i woke up this morning.

i might not be perfect.

but i have the bestest boyfriend, the greatest bunch of friends,

and a lovely family whom im missing alot.

thank you to everyone who made my life possible.

2008-12-09T13:57:00.013+08:00

UPDATES FOR THE PAST WEEK

WARNING: VERY VERY LONG ENTRY!

i should have updated a long time ago, but here it is now. enjoy!

29/11/08

ayang had a family pit and i was invited together with da fam.

it was held in changi. we had a blast. thank you to his family for the hospitalilty :)

01/12/08

went to marina barrage with farrah&razif.

we missed the last shuttle bus so we walked all the way from marina bay mrt station

to marina barrage. we thought it was near but hell no.

we walked for nearly an hour and finally reached the place.

the view was pretty and we took alot of pictures.

never ever walk there okay people!

02/12/08

met farrah at around noon and we headed to wild wild wet together

with her sister and cousin. first time there so i was abit jakun! hahaha.

we enjoyed ourselves with the rides but we had to stop at around 5+ coz

of the heavy heavy rain!

03/12/08

met up with farrah in the afternoon to settle our bangkok trip.

as ya'll know. the trip got cancelled dued to the riots.

we were dissappointed ah. boring. we planned the trip for so long then cancel.

we decided to go next year instead.

after that, i headed to meet ayang & chaz. ayang got invites to taboo.

the settings & atmosphere of the place was nice.

but the crowd kinda sucked. hahaha.

we left after a while and we had supper at arab street.

04/12/08

watched mualaf with farrah at the cathay in the evening.

it was a nice show although the ending was not what we expected.

05/12/08

1st day of beats and break was on that day.

da fam performed the 10pm slot.

had a backstage pass and i personally love the dressing room! hahahaha.

took shots pre-show, show and post show.

for those who havent received their pictures, ask them from me okay!

06/12/08

2nd day of beats and break that day.

celebrated jin's birthday also on that day - a surprise party organised

by kae and jin's sister.

after that, we watched the rest of the performances for beats & break.

headed home after that. was damn damn shagged. haha.

OKAY DONE! that was what happened during my 1st week of AL.

spent yesterday's hari raya haji over at the kampung.

enjoyed it pretty much :) i miss my family alot!

still have 5 days of leave left!

after that, it'll be back to hardcore work :(

have a great week people.

much love!

2008-12-07T22:40:00.002+08:00

hi, hey, hello!

it has been a hell of a week. hahaha.

1st week of AL was great. but i had to admit, it was kinda tiring.

been out eversince day 1 so that explains.

alot of pictures to be uploaded, but im too lazy for a proper update!

hahaha. im growing fatter. i eat alot and it all goes to my tummy :(

1 more week of AL left. its gonna be boring coz farrah's leave ended.

so, it will be me myself and i!

our bangkok trip was cancelled due to the riots.

we were devastated. but nevermind, bangkok will still be there next year!

a proper update soon, i promise!

till then to all muslims,

selamat hari raya haji! :)

2008-11-30T13:29:00.002+08:00

im missing my family a whole lot.

having all the freedom in the world is not that fun afterall.

im missing them alot.

it has been 50 days without them.

and everyday i come home to an empty house.

i miss my mum's nagging, my mum's cooking.

i miss my brother irritating me.

i miss my dad scolding me for coming home late or going out often.

and i love them all even though sometimes i can be a bitch.

come back soon family.

coz i miss ya'll :(

2008-11-28T16:27:00.000+08:00

my round of night is done!

and my ANNUAL LEAVE BEGINS!!!!!!! woohoo!

2008-11-26T18:05:00.002+08:00

today is officially a bad day for me.

i failed my TP again due to an immediate failure.

if i did not mount that freaking kerb, i'd have passed.

on top of that, i didnt bring my PDL so i had to renew.

haiz. im hoping my next TP date will be soon.

bangkok is having riots at the airport.

and i MIGHT have to cancel my trip there.

really hoping everything will be fine by tomorrow or friday.

was looking forward to the trip so badly. haiz.

on top of all that, tonight will be my 3rd night!

omg. 2 more nights to go and then its over.

im so tired today, lack of sleep and energy.

what a bad bad wednesday. haiz.

someone, please cheer me up :(

2008-11-25T17:56:00.000+08:00

my TP is tomorrow.

and i'll be from night shift! omg.

i really hope i'll pass this time.

updates tmr :)

2008-11-24T10:02:00.009+08:00

i had a great saturday. went down to the heeren for teenage icon finals.

ayu baby sang her hearts out and it was beautiful :)

she did not win, but its alright. we will still support you no matter what!

after that, we all had dinner and spent the rest of the night chilling out.

and as usual, the bunch of us camwhored! haha.

i've emailed you all the pictures! so do check your inbox :)

i won something by entering a contest for a mere 5 mins!

totally worth it. hahaha.

happy monthsaries to both jin&kae / ayu&wan! :)

mcm pro tak? hahaha.

khai, the cameraman

muke afiq buruk! haha.

the bunch

adel, anis, kae

we had fun camwhoring! khai was our photographer. hahaha.

adel, anis

so many pictures i know. this is onethird of all the pictures that was taken. haha.

anyways, i had a pretty long weekend. enjoy pe.

thanks sayangs for making my saturday.

and thank you to the rest too! it was a blast :)

tonight will be my first night! doing 4 nights in total.

hopefully, it'll be alright! after that, its annual leave baby! hehehe.

and oh, i promised to tell where i was going for my holiday.

so, i'll be flying off to bangkok this saturday! :)

cannot wait cannot wait cannot wait! hahaha.

okay, got to go.

let me leave you with saturday's picture of the day!

hahahaha.

yes. it is non other than my buruk face!

have a great week people! :)

hahaha.

2008-11-22T11:57:00.001+08:00

throbbing headache. really really bad.

but come to think of it, last night was a first.

but i guess we all had fun. hahahaha.

off to heeren later to support ayu!

come down if ya'll are free! 4pm heeren. teenage icon finals today!

i need to get some rest and pull myself together.

updates later!

2008-11-20T00:25:00.004+08:00

FINALLY. its my freaking off day!

hahaha. i've been skipping breakfast and lunch for the past few days.

so much work to do until sometimes i've got no time to pee!

anyways, i'm happy that i've pulled through 6 days of work :)

tomorrow is my off day but i've got a few errands to run.

my brother's PSLE results is tomorrow. so, i need to collect his results.

gotta go for driving lesson. my TP is next week and guess what,

i'm on night shift :( really hoping that it'll be fine!

gotta go and pay for my holiday trip! yessa. we've finally decided where to go.

and it'll be..... a surprise! hahaha. confirm tickets already then i tell okay!

gahhh. thats all lah actually.

before i end....

HAPPY NINETEEN BIRTHDAY ALLY! :)

wishing you all the best in everything!

and please meet up soon!! it has been ages since we last met!

have a great birthday celebration!! love you! :)

2008-11-13T23:57:00.002+08:00

had a slumber party last night with my friends, aishah & farrah.

it was a last minute change of plan. had plans to go somewhere else,

but it was cancelled. so we decided to have a movie marathon at my place.

watched around 3 movies and then we all fell asleep.

woke up at around 10+ and laze around. seriously,

we are couch potatoes. we could really laze around all day long!
decided to get ready at around 3+ and we were out by 430pm.

met ayang and walked around plaza sg.

farrah & razif joined afterwards and we all had a good time catching up.

i just got home and im really so damn shagged.

there's work for the next 6 days before my off day again.

that is bad news. haiz.

ayang is going to KL tomorrow for 4 days. yes, 4 friggin' days.

i am definitely going to miss him.

omg lah. my family is away. he is going away for 4 days.

what luck! :( nevermind. i'll pull through! haha.

gonna have a good shower and a good rest for tomorrow.

good night all :)

2008-11-10T15:59:00.002+08:00

look at how semangat i am eating my icekachang!

hahaha. ayu sayang snapped this candid picture of me :)

anyways, its a monday and im lucky coz im off.

monday mornings are always the busiest. i hate monday mornings.

so, i've cleaned the house and ironed out my uniforms. and its only 4pm.

my family called earlier today. and i miss them alot.

mum has been spending moolahs on victoria secret and also other stuffs.

my brother has been watching dvds, playing psp/ps3 and learnt fishing.

my dad has been working! duh. hahaha.

i miss them a whole lot. latest news is they will only be back in mid december.

that is another month of being home alone. omg. haiz.

i cannot wait for my leave which is another 3 weeks :(

planning to go on a holiday but destination still unknown. -__-"

planning in progress!

heading out later.

bye!

2008-11-07T12:21:00.003+08:00

im diagnosed with URTI.

i think its the season now.

slept throughout the day yesterday.

and today, im feeling a lil bit better.

hope i'll recover soon! :)

2008-11-04T23:10:00.003+08:00

last weekend was a blast!

met up with dafam & other friends after a long long time.

many pictures snapped, stories shared, hugs&kisses exchanged etc etc.

too many pictures but here are some to share!

people who came

girlfriends

couples

camwhore partner for the day: jin

sallihin & anis

sunday was a trip to jb with afiq, wan faris, ayu and ayang.
met up at around 4+ and headed there.
we shopped and walked around for abit.
bought a few stuffs. then went to this food stall near kotaraya.
and we really ate. hahaha. ate like as if we did not eat for a few years.
SEAFOOD!!!! hahaha. had more than 20+ dishes and we were so full after.
walked around somemore and got reached sg at around 10+.

my weekend was well spent and should i say, well deserved.
but sadly, 3 days off passed by so quickly.
before i knew it, it was back to work.
the ward has been really really busy this past few days.
full house all the way. so shagged lah.

been really having a bad sore throat. just started today.
i can see a flu and maybe a fever coming!
taking my meds. hopefully i'll be better by thursday so that i can
go back to work. tomorrow will be my off day! :)

for those who havent received any pictures for last saturday, do
ask from me okay? well, i need to rest.
got to go! good night :)